I got the job! Yay yay yay!
I have an interview tomorrow at Glue so fingers crossed I get it. IGA SUCKS and you cant trust anyone there so eeek I hope I get this.
At the end of the day, the things you say about a person’s physical appearance means absolutely nothing. You might look fab in a bikini mate but you’re a shallow cunt with no friends. I chose to be fat and you chose to be an asshole.
I went off my meds for a while because I wanted to feel like a normal human being. It didn’t work at all and I went down and down and down until I broke the fuck down. So I’m back on the anti-d’s and I feel much better again.
I need to accept that bipolar is a part of me and I need to suck it up and do whatever I can to feel good.
Josh deals with a lot having me in his life, I’m pretty lucky he loves me and my dark side.





